--Promise--

--Scary??......Yes...... I am Sorry......--

I long for sleep,

But can it bring me rest,

Or peace for a time at best,

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I think not,

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For theres no rest for the weary,

And its hard to see through eyes filled with teary,

Salty liquid that falls on my page,

And I am so very aware of my age.

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And I long to go back

To start the journey again,

To never have found

Such a dark dark friend,

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Who torments the soul,

Where the drug addicts go,

When they travel the road of snow white.

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~~By Jana....~~

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I should also tell you that I myself was an addict also, one who lived in denial for many years. Now there is no denial...only regret and new beginnings and hope. There's no way I will win this battle without Support.... No one or thing can do it for me. I do not inject drugs. But had an illness and was given pain pills and Xanax.... Its so scary for me. I wish I never even saw one little white pill. I'd rather have just tried to live with the pain......

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~http://www.mothersofaddicts.com/Voice_Of_The_Addict.htm

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