Saturday, June 28, 2008

--You Survived... doesnt Mean is O.V.E.R....--


I sit crying
Looking through the dirty window to the sand on the ground.
I won't admit anything...even though she now knows everything.
Suddenly I think, NO more lying...
I scream out my confession...she already knows
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My icicle tears fall to my hands
She's known what I do to myself for years now..and hasn't said a word
She begs to see my scars...and I cry and beg for her not to want to
I am more than ashamed
The shimmer in my tears is the only thing I have left
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And now what happens?
When the stars won't come outside
When the moon is hidden behind
your father screaming at you for what you've done
Saying that you should "stop the bullshit attention getter and get your lifeback together" Another remark from your dad's once loving lips
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The tears flow now as fast as my blood does
And I'll just go sit and cry in the rain
And wait for you to care for me.......
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And I'll ignore my own cries
and watch myself die
I hold back my silver tears
From my silver friend
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I've now revealed it all and I have nothing more to hide
I now have entered the stars
They invite me to join the mascarade
They have to celebrate me
That I told the purple truth
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So sick of lying I'll stare and maybe smile
Into my rose colored night
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~~I've survived my life~~
~~I've survived my love~~
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But I haven't recovered from the silver friend
Becuase i'm drowning in my old silver tears
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~~Erika January 29th, 2000~~
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--Juz A Little bit more and I will be there... So Please! Dont pull me back! Thank You!--

One thing can’t be denied about depression,
It wounds to our souls, yielding no concession.
Though our tears freely flow, pouring like rain,
It has no compassion, but increases our pain.
When our souls are overcome with grief,
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We withdraw to our rooms, but there is no relief.
Though we’re knocked down, tread upon, beaten, and floored,
Depression injects pain that cannot be ignored.
When we’re abandoned, betrayed, and dumped by the wayside,
Depression consumes us, as if by a landslide.
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It comes not as a tale, nor as a myth,
It’s a force that demands to be reckoned with.
When the pain from our loss refuses to be brief,
We must enter into the process of grief.
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A necessary process, through which we must travel,
We may pray that we die as our minds unravel.
How could others inflict pain, so impaling and heated,
When we treated them as we wanted to be treated?
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Though we struggle along, drawing strength reserved,
The pain hurts even more when it’s undeserved.
Then when life becomes too torturous to bear,
Insight comes from a Power, who really does care.
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He comforts me and puts my mind at ease,
When I remember I’ve survived things worse than these.
And if not, I’ll consider the plight of another,
One who’s lost a child, father, or mother.
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Or a child in a wheelchair, watching others at play,
“What’s fair about this”, to himself he must say.
When depression devours, I’ll stand back and see,
That so many others are worse off than me.
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But they still carry on, to grow and thrive,
It’s then that I know, I will also survive.
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~~By Glenn S.~~
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--Mahatma Gandhi--


Gandhi, Mohandas Karamchand (1869-1948), Indian thinker, statesman, and nationalist leader who led India out of the British Empire. Gandhi, also known as Mahatma Gandhi, was born in Porbandar, in the modern state of Gujarat, on October 2, 1869, into a political Hindu family, both his father and grandfather having been prime ministers to the rulers of two adjacent and tiny princely states. After a mediocre career at school, he went to London in 1888 to train as a lawyer, leaving behind his young and illiterate wife, whom he had married when she was barely in her teens. Gandhi qualified as a barrister three years later and returned to India.
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Friday, June 27, 2008

--Will Them make it till The END....? For The Champion!--


Dealing with pressure has never really been a problem for the German national team, which is just as well given their status as tournament favourites going into the 2008 European Championships.
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A quick glance at the record books reveals that Germany boast one of the richest and most successful footballing heritages in the game, both before and after reunification in October 1990.
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West Germany have won the World Cup three times in (1954, 1974 and 1990) and finished as runners-up three times (1966, 1982 and 1986), they won the European Championships twice (1972 and 1980) and finished as runners-up (1976). Since reunification Germany have finished as European Championship runners-up in 1992, won the tournament in 1996 and finished as World Cup runners-up in 2002.
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Germany : The FACTS

• Nickname: Die Nationalelf
FIFA ranking: 5
• Manager: Joachim Löw
• Key Player: Lukas Podolski
• Captain: Michael Ballack
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European Championship record
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• 1960 - Did not enter, (W.Germany)
• 1964 - Did not enter, (W.Germany)
• 1968 - Did not qualify, (W.Germany)
• 1972 - Champions, (W.Germany)
• 1976 - Finalist, (W.Germany)
• 1980 - Champions, (W.Germany)
• 1984 - Round 1, (W.Germany)
• 1988 - Semi-finalist, (W.Germany)
• 1992 - Finalist
• 1996 - Champions
• 2000 - Round 1
• 2004 - Round 1
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Thursday, June 26, 2008

--A Stranger I called O.R.E.O--



Woke up by the Bark of a Stranger
Was like asking me to walk him
Came from no where and just to Brighten my Day..
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~~Thanks alot O.R.E.O~~
~~and hoping to see you tomorrow.....~~



--I WILL!!!!..... Be FREE From ME and ALL--


There will come a day my friend
when time will seem to stand still
opening new gates of opportunities
for all those goals you spent
countless hours pondering over
and to achieve all you have
not yet discovered

There will come a day my friend
when thinking of your life
will bring happiness and hope
for whatever unknown lies ahead
and you will hold within your heart
the feeling you have longed for
and belief that you have
lived the days of your life
to their fullest

There will come a day my friend
when distress and pain
will become nothing more than
fancy pictures held captive
within the frame of your mind
within your reach and control

There will come a day my friend
when people will see
beyond the past
that now clouds their vision
into the innocent eyes
of a caring person
and listen with a nonjudgmental ear
to the truth that has
been so blankly distorted
in time sore wounds will heal
and contentment will fill
the empty gaps in your spirit with sweet serenity
mending all that has been tattered

Because I know my friend
There will come a day....
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~~THERE WILL COME A DAY~~
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~~By Mary Ellen Joseph~~

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

--Prison Break--

"Dont make me LIE to you, Coz I am not a good LIAR"
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"We've lost so much, man, we can't afford to lose each other."
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"Breaking out was easy, getting away will be hard..."
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